I'm losing control
We have no sharp objects
I remember when I was whole
All I can think about is what the monster inside might do next
I can't tell if I just want attention or if I am depressed
I'm loosing control, I just want to scream
People assume that I'm just stressed
When will my nightmares turn back into dreams?
I sit here, blinded by the pain
I squint, trying to see through the haze
I've always been kept on a chain
But this isn't just a phase
I'm loosing my mind
I'm loosing control
My head is spinning, trying to unwind
I'm just another tainted soul
Everything is about beauty
I've never fit in
My wrists are scarred with their cruelty
I spend my days tearing open my skin
I remember when I was whole
The world is spinning, trying to unwind
I'm loosing control
I'm loosing my mind
I just want to scream
I just want to die
All that I do is dream
It's time to say good-bye
Please don't take this seriously I'm not going to kill myself