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I'm losing control We have no sharp objects I remember when I was whole All I can think about is what the monster inside might do next I can't tell if I just want attention or if I'm depressed I'm loosing control, I just want to scream People assume that I'm just stressed When will my nightmares turn back into dreams? I sit here, blinded by the pain I squint, trying to see through the haze I've always been kept on a chain But this isn't just a phase I'm loosing my mind I'm loosing control My head is spinning, trying to unwind I'm just another tainted soul Everything is about beauty I've never fit in My wrists are scarred with their cruelt

You can never run from your own mind It’s your mind that burns, cuts and kills you Your mind was transformed into this hell It’s your mind that is always giving you a bad review From bullies, family or just walking down a long never-ending dark tunnel You’ll never succeed You feel so alone So, you sit there to bleed You wear smiles and laughs like shoes For you love is undreamed of You’re never alone One day you’ll fly up and raise above

"It gets better" they say with a smile "You'll find someone new" they lie with a hopeless promise My question is simple, easy When? When will my sad excuse for a life get better? When will I find someone new? I'm always asking that one question When? The answer is simple, easy Never I haven't felt okay in months I haven't erased what happened from my mind I can't forget the way you made me feel I can't erase my feelings I'm always holding that blade I'm always resisting it calling my name It gets harder and harder each minute of everyday I'm so sick of my life I'm so sick of my fake smile I'm so sick of waiting They're right, though It does g

I'm always making promises that I won't keep I promised her, then I promised her, then I told her, then I promised him I knew I wouldn't keep these promises, I knew I would slip and I would give in But then I promised you I can't break this one, I can't Promises, I swear they're meant to be broken You don't understand The little things add up, they add up quickly The promises that I won't slice open my wrist are the hardest People tell me their secrets and promises because apparently I don't have enough of my own keeping me up at night I try so hard to be a good friend and listen I try so hard to keep that fucking smile plastered o

Baby, there you go talking to her again She knows I love you You broke my heart so please, kill me now Tears roll down, down my face Wishing you'd come around Baby, take a gun and shoot me here Make it pierce through my broken and scarred heart Sweep my body my body away and burn it I'll be reborn and we'll love again I dream for the day your lips will be on mine Your hand entangled in mine Your eyes so clueless You don't know I love you You don't have a clue But why have me when she is there You love her, I'm sire You love her, but not how I love you But you don't have a clue I hope you read this one day Just so you know h

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